Again & again, tears flow because of you ~ I'm really hurt
So why do I still think of you~
Once again, I smell your scent~ once again, I look at your photos
I thought of you again~

Very hurt, I'm really hurt~
I really didn't expect it to hurt so much
Really hurt, my heart hurts~
I really, really don't know why it would hurt this much from missing you

I can't get something that I want anymore ~ I'm really hurt
Why am I looking for you again?
Since the night you were gone, I've missed you very much
I still think of you~

Very hurt, I'm really hurt~
I really didn't expect it to hurt so much
Really hurt, my heart hurts~
I really, really don't know why it would hurt this much from missing you

Don't leave me again, please~
Don't hurt me, please stop this

Very hurt, I'm really hurt~
I really didn't expect it to hurt so much
Really hurt, my heart hurts~
I really, really don't know why it would hurt this much from missing you

Pain~ Pain~

Seriously Im unhappy about one particular thing... let me ask you people. If you say you like this or don't like that bt not in a bad way...its juz an opinion or suggestion bt at least you ar nt hurting anybody right .....bt then someone juz suddenly twisted your story & tell something tat what you say is totally bad in all people's eyes.. R u happy with tat? Seriously neither do I.

I mean I'm just saying my own suggestions & I'm nt sayin that this thing go to hell wat-so-eva... I'm juz prefering these things than the other ones... that's different rite anyway hw you also know if its two different thing or nt. Seriously tell me... Why??!!! Did I say bloody things to you that makes you want to backstab me? No wonder people say "Don't judge the book by its cover" I get it. Thank God that I realized it now. Seriously why... that's the only reason Im asking. I'm really really damn curious. What's wrong wif you?? Nobody talks bad about you, nobody hate you... bt what's wif that attitude to us wif all the backstabbin?? R u that unhappy abt your life? Den that's gt nothing to do wif us?

Anyway it's nt like Im saying those words that hurts you. I don't get it... And it's nt that the words Im saying that really kills people. Im really "????????????"... you know. Seriously, whatever you do, I'm seriously being patience nw & I'm closing one eyes coz I know I hurt nobody nor did I say that will hurt anybody... I KNOW THAT IM IN NO WRONG!!!! But still... i dun understand...

And now it's like im nobody to you anymore & it's your own decision oso... I oso did nt force you anything or mad at you or threaten you tellin you this & that... it's your own decision nw to be like this nw & i have to accept whateva nw. And whateva we do, that's our own prblm to take care of it and nt asking anybody to b involve in this situation.

Coz I feel like what you are doing nw, is like we are the ones who are the bad people bt actually... there is nothing we do that is totally wrong. If we are really wrong in the eyes of all people, pls state one by one what are the things...

Haiz.. I dun really get it.. What i like or don't like... or wanting to do this or that.. really gt nothing to do wif other people bt why is it like what i wan to do in life, makes someone hates me so much???

안녕하세요 모두들...

It's bn a long time I didn't update my blog... but im updating now
Hmm~ 2010.... a new year starts & also my birthday celebration. I would like to thanks alot of pple who really celebrated my b'dae...

First was Agatha... thank u my fren... I didn't even planned of celebrating my b'dae tis year but u had planned my b'dae celebration 4 me... so a very big thank you to u... Even though we only spend about 2-3 hours together celebrating but im still happy coz I got to celebrate wif my besties...thats more meaningful for me...Im glad to have u as my fren til todae!!! =D

And sumthing surprising during the day of my b'dae..sad thing is tat during my b'dae I've to attend my training... bt anyway because I didn't expect anything much on this year of my birthday so I dun mind if I've to cum down to work or have a training...coz I still feel like my b'dae is like any other ordinary day to me nothing special...

But suddenly I feel special on d day of my b'dae...I celebrated my b'dae wif all my new colleagues who are going to be my new family...the USS crew... thanks to u guys Im happy to know & be in the family wif eu guys...thanks for the present & also the fun I had taking the first photo wif eu guys & it's on d day of my b'dae

And on d day of my b'dae a surprised thing happened aft I ended my training... a friend frm ITE suddenly appeared beside me... Guo Hao!!! I oso wanna thanked him for treating me (I was kidding actually for asking him to treat me, but he seriously said "ok"... God, I feel bad for him)...
Funny was tat I got alot of bodyguards surround me hahah~ actually dey are his frens~ hehehe

Anyway we really think hard what to have for dinner & we decided to eat at Thai Express @ Jurong Point...thanks for the treat again. One thing I feel bad for him coz he juz came back from work & carrying his uniform inside his bag...he muz be really tired...haiz~ But I had fun... thanks Guo Hao~~

Also my mother thank eu so much... i didn't know u bought me a b'dae cake & waited for me... if I noe I shldn't have gone for dinner... But no matter wat I wanna thanks to my mom so much..

Ma, thanks for bringing us up in all the difficult days u had gone through... U've bn like a fren to me instead of being a mother to me... And thanks for supporting all my dreams... U are the best mother I've ever had & I'll always be by your side no matter whatever happens... 옴마, 화이팅!!! 상랑해요..

And last thanks Ain for the present... u apologized for giving me unexpensive present. Hey, I never ask for any expensive present or any present frm eu... Do u noe wat?? I've already got alot of expensive gifts...and they are my precious friends... U guys are the most expensive gift I've ever had & that's more valuable that any gifts I get... And I hope that it will never never break... I really love you guys...thanks for being my friend

Thank you once again... =D

Now Im waiting for hubby's b'dae!!! My cutie oppa..haiz.. wanna pinch his cheek..aigo aigo~

Has been one month plus working in NUH but I don't think wanna work there long....cozzzzz my dream is not reach yet. I'm gonna reach to my dream soon, I hope....

And now im sick, having flu right now and tmr I'm off. Gonna go out wif Ain coz bored @ home.
But anyways, my bad mood always enlightened me wif K-songs & K-dramas!!!! They are the best of all. And this latest song makes me smile whenever i feel sad...

Here's the youtube of the vid... love it so much. And OMG they are so cute!!!! Im falling in love wif dem.. ANDWAE!! HJ oppa ... Youngsaeng oppa!!!


And also SHINEE!!! My baby Onew....wif their new song now "Ring Ding Dong"

My life sucks... Im hating my life more and more... but no matter what I wanna get to my dream of becoming a translator hahahha...Argh!!! Ever since I kip having headache & my heart is not in a good condition. No mood to eat, no mood to do almost everything.

I don't wanna live here.. I wanna emigrate...to start a new life there...
There is a place I wanna be at but only people who are close to me really knows my dream that well.

But thanks to my close bestest friends...making me stay strong & carry on wif my life here first...
Guys, thank you & I always love you guys...Always the first in my heart...

=> Eliza
=> 22 years old:D
=> Working in Universal Studio Singapore

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