Today was so so happy..
Cos first saw someone who I totally wanna see for so long
Well ya.. miss him
And found him today haha...
Its a surprise for me!

And another was...
My darling, Nikki & Agatha gave me my birthday present
Aww.. my b'dae over already
Still get present haha..
That is so sweet hehe..

Well anyway..
Thanks Agatha for the present
I don't care if the present I get is small or what
The only thing that I care most
Are the thoughts that counts
Well that's what you always say right? haha..

But anyway love the earring so much
It's cute and nice
U know I love dangling earrings haha...

And as for my darling, Nikki
Thanks so so so sooooo much
It was a surprise for me
When I open the book

I was shocked to see alot of my photos in it
But I'm most surprise and touched was..
The photos of me and you
Also with the rest of the people we spent time together
That is so sweet

When I was looking at those photos
It really reminds me of those days
Where we always spent time together
And taking alot of photos
Seriously miss those days
Just wish to go back time haha..

Was totally touched
And my eyes was nearly filled with tears
It was the MOST lovable, memorable & sweetest present
That I ever received...

To Nikki, cum DARLING cum BESTBUDS:
Thank you so so much for the present, darling.
This is the first time I received such a memorable present from my BESTBUD...
Hope we will always keep in touch after we graduate and spend alot of time together again like we used to do when we were in NITEC.
Thanks for everything.
With you around, I fill whole in my life.
And because of you, my life is fill with happiness.
Also thanks for hearing to all my sadness, secrets & happiness and understands me all these years.
I'm also happy that you really share your sadness, happiness & secrets with me too.
I'm thankful to GOD for having a friend like you.
And I wanna tell the whole world that I am very proud to call you my BESTEST FRIEND.
I hope this Friendship will never end.
I will always remember you for the rest of my life...
So I just wanna tell you "I Love You!"
(for the last pic of you holding Pooh - are you trying to make me jealous?? Haha... )

Ok this is a lyric... but totally meaningful for me.. Well some of you guys know why haha..
It's for someone whom you are totally into but u think that u are never meant to be with him
(This is how I feel and not the meaning of the song)
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Heartbreak Lullaby
Heartbreak lullaby...
In the still of the night,
I can almost feel you lying next to me,
Like it used to be, (well actually I was d one lying next to him)

And its hard to let go,
When there's always something there reminding me,
How things could be,
I've tried to get you off my mind,
I've tried to play my part,
But everytime I close my eyes,
You're still inside my heart,

Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,

Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,

Like the stars in the sky,
You still keep on shining down you're light on me,
But out of reach,
And I know that in time,
You will come back to your senses,
See the signs,
And change your mind,

I try to look the other way,
And keep my heart on hold,
But everytime I'm close to you,
I lose my self-control,

Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,

Why can't I laugh?
Why must i cry?
Give me just one good reason why..
Why does it rain
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,

Life is a miracle;
Don't let it slip away,
Open your heart to others,
Give of yourself each day.
See the beauty in everyone,
Regardless of where they've been,
Some have a difficult journey,
And really need a friend.

Share your gifts and talents,
Listen with your heart.
Do the things you dream about,
But don't have time to start.
Pick a bouquet of flowers,
show someone that you care.
Be gracious and forgiving,
Life is never fair.

Hold on to your courage,
You may need it down the road,
We all have a cross to bear,
It could be a heavy load.
If you practice all these things,
No matter where you roam,
You may find both sun and rain,
But you'll never feel alone.

Sometimes the breaks go my way
Sometimes there's no good news today
Sometimes it all hits the wall
Sometimes I think it's all my fault

But I'm not stressing out
You know, I could be downtown, lost in the crowd
Without even one tiny ray of sunlight
Breaking through the crowds

But I got the sun when I need it
I got the moon
I've got someone
I can talk to

Cuz I get to see you
I got the sun, got the moon
Raindrops like ice cubes on the ground
And a sound like people talking

There's a lot of things tryin to keep me down
But I better just keep on walking
Cuz I'm not staying here
And looking up at my forecast, it's clear

You wrap me up in blue skies
Whenever you are near
I've got the sun,
I've got the moon
I got my best friend(Best that I ever had)
I got a lifeline(To get me through when it gets bad)
Feels like an angel's following my heels

Oh gosh!!
Today need to sleep early
Must wake up at 12am
Wash up and get ready for work

Transportation pick up at 3.50am
Start at 6am to 12nn
Never mind
Endure it... I can do it

Worth trying
Finish can go home and sleep
Anyway end work the next day(saturday)
So shouldn't be a problem

First time work at 6am
Should try some times...

Oh Gosh!!
But Monday I've to come to work at 12am - 6am
Write request for a change of shift
But no confirmation reply til today

Then later, they will blame us
Hey we got REASONS leh...
It's SCHOOL, OKAY!!!!!!!!!
Think what... we robots arh
Don't need to sleep..

If monday I've to work from 12am-6am
By the time I reach home
Will be around 7 plus..
And my class starts at 10am
I've to wake up at 9.15am
I've got only 2 hours plus to SLEEP!!!

Idiot lah you people!!!!

Oh ya.. before this 2 weeks schedule came out
Have already write request
Want to work only on thursday, 3rd shift...friday, 2nd shift...saturday...4th shift
Because I'M SCHOOLING
But what do I get??!!!!!!!!!

All the days that I'm schooling
I have to work at 6am-12nn
Stupid sia these people
Think what, we don't need to go school anymore is it?!!

These are my schedule I've to work:
26 Jan, Saturday - 6am to 12nn
28 Jan, Monday - 12am to 6am
30 Jan, Wednesday - 12am to 6am
2 Feb, Saturday - 6am to 12nn
4 Feb, Monday - 6am to 12nn
5 Feb, Tuesday - 6am to 12nn
6 Feb, Wednesday - 6am to 12nn
7 Feb, Thursday - 6am - 12nn
8 Feb, Friday - 6pm to 12am
10 Feb, Sunday - 12am - 6am

(highlighted in red... Damn i'm schooling ok!!! I will become zombie by the end of Feb..)

Plus... my CA is on coming February..
I don't care I will take 2 weeks leave
For me to study for my upcoming exam

Yesterday working
Deployed at T3 transit
Was with Serene
Slack & make stupid jokes

All we talked about was..
Guys wahaha...
Like what else we want to talk about
If its not GUYS!!!
Haha..

But funny, we make stupid jokes
About some guys
Sorry boys haha..

But while standing near my booth
A malay guy
Working as maintenance
Was flirting with me ar...Erggg!!! Hate it

Keep waving at me
And purposely stand infront of me
And what else he will do...
Of course stared at me.. What The Hell ar

Lucky time ran very fast
In a blink of an eye
It was already 10pm
So happy cant wait to go home

Daddy & sis
Wait for me at bus stop
Oh sooo sweeeet hehe..

Reach home
Wash up
So damn hungry
Eat Double cheese burger
And go to bed

And guess what??!!!!
Today I wake up late
So so damn late
I'm never this late ar

Class starts at 9am and ends at 1 plus
I woke up at 8.45am
Reach school at 12nn
Haha... just come for S&W

Lucky Jamie very good
Just ask me to brisk walking
And do some stretching
Coz of all the days
Have been working standing for 6 damn hours

And at last...
Thank god I'm OFF today
Resume my work
On Saturday, 2nd shift
12noon to 6pm

Haiz... k lah.. toodles
Wanna sleep to damn tired
Adios!!!

I think I'm In Love Wit You
Everytime you're near
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool

My friends tell me
Something has come over me
And I think I know what it is
I think I'm in love

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doing silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been telling all my friends what I feel for you

Just the other day, I saw you hangin out
You were with your crew
I was with mine too
You took me by surprise

When you turn and look me in my eyes
Boy you really blew my mind
I don't know what's gotten into me
But I kinda think I know what it is

Something strange has come over me
Got me going out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside

Yesterday deployed at T1
Then need to go to T3
There met, Serene, Shawn & Shi Rui
Had alot of fun laughing

Without Shawn around
We felt so bored
Coz he's the one
Who start all the jokes

Haha.. slacking away
Nothing much to do

Shawn bought me Filet-O Fish
Nice guy
Good to know him
And damn funny haha

In van, laughing all the way again
Jokes made by Haidhar & Hafiz
Sleepy but cant sleep
Coz very cold

Reach home around 2 plus
Coz yesterday not many people to be sent
Eat my Filet-O fish burger
Look at time... Oh gosh!! Going 3am

Quickly wash up
Go to bed tomorrow(I mean today) schooling
Lucky class start 10am
Come to class at 11.15am haha...

Happy today
My OFF Day!!
But not enough rest
Tomorrow got CA AOFA start @ 10.30am

But then after CA
Go work
=( DAMN!!!

Haiz... see lah
Sad cannot spend time with my friends
But happy to see them in school
Guys I miz u so much

Especially for that one person
I didn't see in school
Haha..
Ok toodles and have a great day

Came back from work
Reach home ard 1.45am
Wash up and feel hungry
Eat mushroom burger hehe...

While working just now( I mean yesterday)
Saw cute chinese steward guy( dun know if he really is)
He smiled at me
Hehe..Feel lucky to station at T3

Haiya... need to wake up at 715
Class start at 9am
Ends at 5pm
Oh my god....Monday Blues

Ok lah toodles..
Need to sleep
Scared cannot wake up
Oh ya.. having flu rite now

Have to eat medicine and sleep
See lah if tomorrow(eh it is suppose to be today)
i can go school or not
ANNYONG CHUMUSEYO ~ GOOD NIGHT

Wake up late
Tired because of yesterday
Reach home at 2.15am
Daddy waited for me again

Don't like yesterday's bus driver
Prefer the first day one
Coz yesterday...
Alight at the bus stop

Need to walk a distant
If the first day one
Alight infront of my block
Unhappy with bus driver yesterday

All they talked about was
FOOD!!
Pity my friend
Alight at someplace unknown for her

And today...
Have to work again
Leaving house at 4pm
Meeting ain, nishanti & ika at Tanah Merah

Haiz....So tired
Yesterday there was alot of passengers
But at least I didn't have to waste my time
Waiting for work to end

During work yesterday
Met new friend, name Suria
She was deployed together with me
Great to have new friends everyday! =D

Wake up at 8.30am
Prepare for work today
Work start at 6pm
Prepare earlier better so not rushing later

Sitting at home
Waiting for time to pass
Thinking of someone
3 months didnt see each other

Asking myself
What is she doing now?
Is she having a great life?
Is she ok?

Why can't we get all the people together
In the world that we really like and then just stay together?
I guess that wouldn't work.
Someone would leave.

Someone always leaves.
Then we would have to say good-bye.
I hate good-byes. I know what I need.
I need more hellos.
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And Ain... I miss him haha... never see him at all from school starts.
Wondering what he's doing rite now. Haha..
He very lazy person ar. Haiz.. too bad
Feel like no sparks already
How ain??
Help me get my sparks back for him hehe..
Like real je..
Like I say.."I Like"

Here are some poems that I found
It is for that someone.
Hehe... Ain you know what I mean.
Got nothing to do...
that's why

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat every time you are near
When I try to talk - I fear
What if I stumble? what if I brag?
Should I stand up straight or should I sag?

When I look at you, you are a moon shaped as a cresent
Am I pretty enough to be in your presence?
Or am I too ugly for you to even look?
Should I hide my face behind a book?

I want to know how u feel
Do u feel the way I do
Or should I just give up on u?
Y do u make me feel this way?

.......>>>>***ok toodles***<<<<.......
Til to the next post..
"Annyong-hi kaseyo!!" (means goodbye in Korea)

Tired & Sleepy
Came back home from Changi at 2.30am
Place so quiet and scary
Lucky got someone to talk to on the phone
His name is Telvin, who work at Changi too

Reach home didn't know
Daddy waited for me
That is so nice
Love him so much

School starts 10am
Reach school at 10.30am
Tired & sleepy
But still want to go to school

Go Singapore Poly
Having their open house
Alot of schools
Feeling so headache

Push through crowds
Fighting for goodie bags
Also get free ice cream
Coffee Latte flavour

Look for Tourism course
But didn't listen to explanation
Coz in Lala Land
Plus hungry again!

Suppose got work today
But starts at 12pm
Miscommunication again
Heart feels pain

Said hundreds of time
"I take only 3rd shift from 6pm - 12am"
Still put me in 2nd shift
From 12pm-6pm

Weird thing is...
Only for today start at 12pm - 6pm
The rest of the days
Starts 6pm to 12am

But lucky today
Don't need to come to work
Reach home can sleep
After washing up, I guess..hehe

Tomorrow working
Must sleep early
Even though start in the afternoon
So that after midnight, not sleepy

First day of work - Changi Airport

My Belated B'dae Wit My Darlings

It's My 20th Birthday

The clock strike 12, making my wish
Talking with my friends on the phone
Planning what we're gonna do on my b'dae
But will it work, that's what we're thinking

Wake up in the morning
The clock is ticking
Waiting for the time
To celebrate with my friends

It's my birthday
Leaving 19, turning 20
Hoping all my wishes come true
Today

Meeting Ahmad & Ika
Plaza Singapura is the place
Searching for champagne
For my b'dae celebration

Make our way to Marina Square
Had our dinner at KFC
Fillet burger, coke & mashed potato
Is what I had

Thinking of having dessert at Swensen
But the queue was long
We can't wait no more
So we proceed for the champagne

To start the celebration
Ahmad open up the champagne
"POP! POP! POP!"
The champagne meletup

It's my birthday
Leaving 19, turning 20
Hoping all my wishes come true
Today

Ika excused herself
Wanting to buy drinks at Starbuck
Asking Ahmad to accompany
And leaving me alone

Without knowing
They bought me a cake
It was a surprise
That I didn't expect

Drinking champagne,
Eating Chachos
And taking photos
That's what we did all night

Add another 2 parties
It was Ahmad's friends
Coming to join us
Didn't realised it was a celebration

We played card game
"Heart Attack!!"
Enjoying hitting each others' hands
Laughing til we drop

The clock strike 10.30pm
Cleaned up the place
And make our way home
Everyone had a smile on their face

Feelings that I've had
Is undescribable
Friends that I've had
Is unforgetable

Cherish every moment
We had tonight
It's unbreakable
In my heart

Message : Thank you guys!! I really enjoyed my b'dae celebration. I will cherish it in my heart. Really love you guys so much. Thanks again.

Received message on 28 Dec
Stating my working schedule on the 3rd Jan
It was in the afternoon at 12pm until 6pm.
Reply them already.

Then on the 1 Jan received a call for my transportation at 3am.
I was confused.
When my working shift is starting at 12pm,
what the hell for I need a transportation from my place at 3 am in the morning.
It's like I start work at 6am like that.

Then yesterday, we had a training but not a training actually.
We were making our Airport Pass to go through the Transit Area.
But my record was not in yet so it was not approved
and I can't go through the Transit Area.

Ain and Ahmad made it to the Transit Area.
So while waiting for Ain and Ahmad who went for the Transit Tour,
both of us (me & Ika) went down to food centre to have our dinner.
After that, the 4 of us decided not to go home first.

We went to Bugis and walked in Bugis Street.
And went home at around 8pm.

At the night itself (yesterday),
I message the management asking again to confirm my working schedule for today (3rd jan).
Then the person from that organisation,
called me and told me that my working schdule is in the afternoon, 2nd shift.

So I was relieved abit. But then......just now,
when I went at 12pm, my name was not in the list.
I was so confused.
Told Oscar what happened and they settled it for me
and I had to standby for the 2nd shift if they still need people.

But the 2nd shift was full and I can make my way home.
The person who called me yesterday night,
apologised because of their communication breakdown
and try to compensate about my matter.

So, here I am at home.
I just have to wait for my working schedule for 9 Jan.
Ika and Ahmad are still working. Haha...
Good Luck you guys and have fun standing for 6 hours.

Haiz... Tomorrow is my birthday and Im turning 20 this year. Oh my god I feel so old. Hahaha...
"Happy Birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to MEEEEEE!"

(Ain, Ika, Ahmad... this is the champagne that I promised u guys that we will drink on my birthday wahaha... Can't forget about yesterday. You guys were so hyper when talking about champagne. I myself stress when you guys keep asking me. Hahaha... Especially, Ahmad ar. Being so sarcastic. Don't worry I will find out from my cousin ask him where he bought it. Then we can drink together k? Hahaha... )

Oh my god!!! Guess what?! My brother came back home and surprised me & sis a birthday cake. Awww!! That's so so so sweet of my beloved brother. No wonder, he came home with a big smile. He hid the cake at the side before entering. Well, even though me & my sis birthdae is tomorrow, we appreciate it. So, here are the photos we captured tonight... Plus the cake was nice. Where did u bought it, bro?

The cake my bro bought. Nice huh with 2 candles. One for my sis & one for me to blow. Hehe..

Concentrating cutting the cake. One for you and one for me.... But the strawberry is mine. Yumyum

My sis...

동방신기 영원히,사랑해요...

Happy New Year 2008!!! May you stay happy alwaes :)

Yesterday my cuz, yuyun came to our house
stay up at our house for countdown.
After the countdown, we didn't sleep.
We watched 2 movies until 4am.

First we watched, Rush Hour 3 then followed by Jangan Pandang Blakang.
My cuz wanted to watch horror movie so much
but she herself was scared.
But it was fun and it was my 2nd time staying up til 4am and watch movies.

And today, we wake up 12nn. Hahaha...
All wake up with panda eyes.
Anyway, tomorrow I'll be going for my laz training before starting work on Thursday.
Luckily start at 1.45pm. If in the morning, haiz....
OHMYGOD!! I'm turning 20 in 3 days time. I feel so old. Hahahahaha...

Ain, Ju... when wanna go Seoul Garden??
4 Jan during my b'dae arh we go Seoul Garden ehk??
Miz you guys so so so damn much.. Muakz!! Luv ya.
Hope to meet u guys on the day of my b'dae and celebrate with u guys.
That's my 1st wish. Make it happen... :)

=> Eliza
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