Im in a difficult situation right now.
Ok this is the story on what happened to me..

I've been into this one guy for so so long
Well actually, I didn't feel any attraction in him when I first met but months passed
Talking to him but as a friend... and suddenly I was totally into him til today but he didn't know that...

Then one day, one of my friend intro me with one of her guy's friends' brother
I told my friend that I can only make friends with him only and nothing more than that.
So... days passed knowing this guy..but but...
Suddenly he proposed me to be his gal, and I told him that I need more time to decide
The reason is because I can't forget this guy I'm into right now ( tell me who can forget a person you are totally into)

But this guy, "W"(can't tell his name, can only show his first letter)
Keep asking me everyday. And give me all sort of questions like why can't I just accept someone who is already infront of me.
Like HELLO!!! What's the use of me accepting you if I've got no feeling for you, rite??

No matter what... I have to tell him even if I have to break his heart..This is the best for me to do... Coz I don't want to cheat him...
And well, the day is today...
I rather tell him today than to tell him on Wednesday when we meet..

So I told him the whole story...

And thank god!!! It is settled. I've release all my stress already.
By the way, I want to thank Nisa, my darling for giving her time to give me advice. Seriously, I needed someone to talk to in this matter and it happen I saw Nisa today and told her everything.
And yap.. i've made up my mind now...
Im only into one guy right now... and its him in my mind and in my heart . Unless this guy cant accept me, then I can open up my heart to someone else.. But for now... Guys Im sorry. Im Single but not available hehe...

Yesterday, was having my Ms Excel CA
Lucky it was easy
Only the IF functions & Pivot table came out
And not the Vlookup or the Hlookup
Thank god!!

After that me, ain & ju stayed in school til 2.30pm
Actually the CA ended at 1pm
But we ate and waited for Sab
Coz Mrs Yeo wanted to see all the LCCI students
Dun noe why but I think it's regarding about the poly thingy..I guess

Well..me, ain & sab then planned to go SHOPPING @ JurongPoint
Alot of nice & pretty clothes but it was x arh..
After made our way home at around 4.30pm to 5.30pm

And guess what??!!!
Received a message from my cousin saying that
She has already given birth, a baby girl
YEAY!!! I have another nephew
The first one is a boy but from my 1st cousin (abg sedare)
And now is a girl from my 2nd cousin (kakak sedare, abg sedare nye adek)

Wow!! Given birth during valentine's day?! Amazing
I hav 2 nephews now..hehe...
Congrates to Kak Jaja & Abg Zul for your first baby girl...
Confirm baby cute giler. Can't wait to pinch that chubby cheek just like my first nephew
So damn cute when he wore a bee costume haha...
Will show his photo one day.. damn chubby

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Boy, I've got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
People say how right we are that we should be together
Boy, I've got a crush on you

I used to turn around and walk away whenever I see you
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction
But in my heart, you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now, I've changed direction
Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

In this cold world, where dreams are few
Boy, I want you
Is it too much to ask for?
I wish to take you places where I always go
If you just give in
So, it's now or never

And now if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to take a ride beside me?

I'm happy and I'm thanking GOD

Today (i mean yesterday)meet Baya, Farhana and Ainah
At 11 plus, Jurong East Library
Finish up our presentation slides

Upset today coz dropped my ezlink card in van
While on my way home after work
Don't know what to do
To get back my ezlink

Yesterday night,
Asked Rafidah to check in the van for my ezlink
Coz she was working 3rd shift
Unfortunately, she wasn't working tonight

Suddenly my head struck
Thinking of Nishanti coz she also take same transport as me
So asked her tonight if she's working (hoping that she's working)
And YAP!!
Thanked god and I asked her to find it for me

But waited and waited after 1230am
Coz that's the time usually the 3rd shift people started to get on the transport
But there were no sign of Nishanti's message or call
Was totally upset

Was doing my frontpage project
But my mind was like thinking..."Did she find it for me? Or not?"
That was the only question coming out from my mind

Then at about 2am
Nishanti called me and said that she found my ezlink!!
I was like damn happy arh...
She said that the uncle waited for me at the bus stop he usually stops to send me

Went down with sis accompanied me
Saw the van was already there
Happy and ran quickly

The uncle was like...
Playing with my pouch ar... twirling around the handle
And smiling away
Haha...
Oh my god!! Lucky the uncle was very kind
He really dont mind sending my pouch all the way to my place
Thank you uncle.. and especially Nishanti
Lucky she was working 3rd shift

I think the uncle already saw my pouch but he dont have my number to call
But anyway thanks and I'm relieved now
Haiz...but tomorrow I'm working
But I dont think I'm going coz having saw eyes now
K lah...toodles
Til the next post

Yesterday working again
From 6pm to 12am
This is what happened yesterday during work:

1. Deployed at T3, A pier (yeay!! Was happy coz love to be deployed at T3)
2. Happy coz partner with Shasha... work so long but never get to partner with shasha. Also with Nishanti
3. Irritating busted.. a guy keep following me everywhere I go..(sorry not interested, OK!!)
4. Told colleague that 10 feb is my last day of work ( I knew it.. they were like "What?!!! Don't lah. Please continue working")
5. Saw a group of korea students... my eyes was caught by one of them wearing black sweater haha.. cute sey (Serene saw him too and we were like melting when he walked pass us haha..)
6. Foreigner guy ( mayb from Manchester, coz he's going there) asking for boarding gates. Then his hands was over my shoulder after I told him where his boarding gate was (eww.. dirty guy)
7. Attend to one cute, blur-kind-0f-look chinese guy wearing specs going to Perth.. Keep looking at his eyes. (melting haha...Serene saw him too.. Whatever happened to me, my darling care bear knows it)
8. Planned of overnight in Changi til 6am with Ain & Serene (my darling care bear). But cant coz the next day Im working and Im afraid that I cant wake up to go work

Hey peeps!!

Yesterday working, 3rd shift again haha
(see promise you guys that I take 3rd shift back)
Ok... when reached workplace
Alot of guys asking for my name (???)
And this one indian(handsum guy, still dun noe his name) guy...
Asked for my number
Also keep asking me to sit beside him and giving me chocolates...hmm...("thinking...something wrong there" ??)

Yesterday night was totally happening
I felt a little popular haha...
Just kidding

I didn't know that alot of people misses me so much
And keep asking me why they didn't see me for so long
Haha.. sorry was kind of busy for that one week

Haven't told some of them that Im not working after 10 feb
Haha... I think if I told them they will be like.. "What??!!!"
Like SOMEONE yesterday haha... He said I busted him saying that I take 3rd shift but he saw me in 2nd shift. Haha.. That day, he was going to start work and I was finishing already.
Sorry, man haha..
It was Saturday..

Ok lah.. that's all
See if today happening again
As usual working in 3rd shift til on friday
Wanna ask for off day on Sunday...
Coz monday schooling plus starts @ 9am
Sure can't wake up early if work til 12am...

And also too bad for my family members
Working tomorrow, so it seems that I can't join you guys overnight at Changi Beach
If I join you guys, confirm I tell you I won't want to go to work
The next day (fri) also working..
Scared tired then lazy to go work...

Later people in 3rd shift all said I busted them haha...
I know I know.. you guys miz me so so much
Understand
Ok people...Im coming to work today!!!!!!!
See ya peeps around... later at 5.30pm
Adios!!!

Let me tell you about yesterday..
Was working from 12noon to 6pm
Supposely Ain working too
But unfortunately...
I've got to go work alone
And I don't even know anybody from the 2nd shift!!!!!!!
I was deployed to Terminal 3
My IC was Brandon
He's very friendly..
So I've made friends with him

I was then been stationed with 2 chinese girls
They are very friendly
One name Sinma and the other one..erm...I don't know
Haha..but who cares...
As long I've made friends
That's the important part
We chit chat and keep on laughing
It was very fun
But somehow it was damn bored...
Not alot of passengers
Attend to one foreign passenger (handsome english guy ahem..hehe)
Ask if he needs my help
After showing him the direction where he's suppose to go...
He then said to me "You're very pretty"..
Haha.. aww.. I was like speechless hehe..
Anyway... I still think that I will stick to 3rd shift more better
That's my best shift I love so far
Well...it wasnt so bad after all...
Luckily I saw my Care Bear, Serene deployed in T3
Same as me
Haha... it's like so so long didnt see each other
And when we saw each other, we were like missing each other so much

Plus a surprise gift!!!
Bro message when I was working
Saying that Daddy wanted to buy me handphone
But when reached home after work yesterday
Bro & sis were acting and told me that they didnt bought the hp
I was so sad
Even daddy joined in the act :(
Then when we stopped talking about hp
Sis took out the box and surprise me
They hid it in one of the drawer
Haha.. thankz ar guys
Anyway... thanx daddy for the hp.. Love it so much
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As for today.................
Went to my aunt's house to celebrate my lil' cousin's birthday
So fun looking at the small children playing games
Haiz... miss those years when I was young
All they just think of is eat & play

Yeay!! Tomorrow not working
Good, after school can rest
But Tuesday working back to my 3rd shift
Yeay!!!! Get to see all my 3rd shift members
Miss all those people
Of course someone told me not to take any other shift
Told me to take my 3rd shift back haha...
Ok... I will take 3rd shift back..
Even the uncle who send us home told me & ain to take 3rd shift back
Wah haha... it seems alot of people miss me when I'm not around
Hehe... Ok lah, that's all for my post. Til to the next post!!!
So adios..and ba bye!!!

Today is another boring day of my life
Never mind...bored again just call my sayang hehe...
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But yesterday went out with Zalikha
Met at Limbang park @ 5.30pm
Chit chat & shared stories

Then accompany Seha to Sembawang
Disscussion about her job
But me and ikha
Window shopping at SunPlaza

Sit outside KFC
Enjoy the cold breeze air @ nite
And watching the stars
Laughing and enjoying each other stories

We left Sembawang
Around 8.30pm and headed home

"Ikha thanks for the cake. It's nice... haha. My mum love it too especially the tarts."

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