Monday, February 18, 2008 5:29 PM
Im in a difficult situation right now.
Ok this is the story on what happened to me..
I've been into this one guy for so so long
Well actually, I didn't feel any attraction in him when I first met but months passed
Talking to him but as a friend... and suddenly I was totally into him til today but he didn't know that...
Then one day, one of my friend intro me with one of her guy's friends' brother
I told my friend that I can only make friends with him only and nothing more than that.
So... days passed knowing this guy..
but but...
Suddenly he proposed me to be his gal, and I told him that I need more time to decide
The reason is because I can't forget this guy I'm into right now
( tell me who can forget a person you are totally into)But this guy, "W"(can't tell his name, can only show his first letter)
Keep asking me everyday. And give me all sort of questions like why can't I just accept someone who is already infront of me.
Like HELLO!!! What's the use of me accepting you if I've got no feeling for you, rite??
No matter what... I have to tell him even if I have to break his heart..This is the best for me to do... Coz I don't want to cheat him...
And well, the day is today...
I rather tell him today than to tell him on Wednesday when we meet..
So I told him the whole story...
And thank god!!! It is settled. I've release all my stress already.
By the way, I want to thank Nisa, my darling for giving her time to give me advice. Seriously, I needed someone to talk to in this matter and it happen I saw Nisa today and told her everything.
And yap.. i've made up my mind now...
Im only into one guy right now... and its him in my mind and in my heart . Unless this guy cant accept me, then I can open up my heart to someone else.. But for now... Guys Im sorry. Im Single but not available hehe...
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