Sunday, February 24, 2008 10:21 PM
Haiz.. just finish my Frontpage website project. I hope with all the effort I've done in this project, I get good grades. If not... I kill myself!!!! Haha... just joking. What for should I kill myself just because of this project. Stupid right??
Anyway, why can't I see him now. Ain, I miss him. What should I do to stop missing him?
I try to but I can't !!! I'm so into him right now. He's the only person who makes my heart beats faster and slower at the same time. I've never felt this way whenever I was with my ex.
Oh god!! What's happening to me??!!! Somebody kill me now!! I feel so restless whenever i didnt get to see him everyday. It's only like if I'm lucky, I will see him. Haiz.. But why am I feeling this way towards him? Why not someone else..? Trying to like someone else but all I could think of is his laughter, his jokes, his smiles, his everything that makes me smile.
Also whenever some guys propose me to be his girl, I will start to think of him (on the day we gathered together and crack jokes). Seriously, I've never fallen in love becoz of his looks. If I'm so into his looks, from the very first day I met him.. I would have already fallen for him. But my hearts only starts to open up to him on the day we talked and shared alot of things together and also all the stupid jokes that make me laugh non-stop...
And this one song, when I listen to it.. it seriously share the same meaning on what I feel right now..
I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction
But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of a suddenly
So now I've change direction
Knowing it right seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?
I wish upon a star, wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire, babe I've got a crush on you
In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it too much to ask for?
I'll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it's now or never
Weird thing.. it is never a coincidence you will pass by the one you admire even when you wish that to happen so much. You always pass by the person who admire you but you don't. ( well, I don't know about you guys...but it happens to me)... haiz.. God is really testing me..
" God send us the bad ones first because he has save the good ones for us later "
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