Wednesday, April 2, 2008 9:12 PM
Came back from sending my lil cuz to school and grandparents to check-up @ NUH
Thank god everything alrite, nothing serious already.
Don't need to come back for check-up again.
Took cab home bro sick got fever
Reach home around 6pm..
Quickly check my results and...
Got 3.145 (3.2)
Is it gud or bad?
I dun noe.
Dun noe if wanna continue studying.
Feel like looking for full time job
As an air stewardess... hehe..
Am I suitable for that? I seriously dun noe.
Any suggestion??
Friends and relatives said I've got the potential to be one.
But dun noe haiz...
But if I get to be one,
I wish to go to KOREA haha...
Thats in my first travel list haha...
Ok im getting bored now....
get result already.
Now waiting for the poly... haiya......
Now, need to think alot of things already...
turning 20 already is totally nt easy...
Anyway.. that day see my lil niece,
oh my god!!!
She is so so cute.
Cant wait for her to get out of the hospital..
Wanna play with her.
So white, like a dove..
Of course lah, see who the father is...
Malay + Chinese blood...
Congrates kak jaja & abang zul
For having the first beautiful baby girl...
she is so adorable..
Aiyo!!
Now my cousin settle already
My aunts and uncles are all so noisy about me and my sis's turn...
Everytime meet them,
they will ask me when will I get married.
Excuse mua... haven got bf already ask me abt marriage.
Some more Im still 20 okay...
Not the time to think about marriage
Okayz...
Haven found one yet...
Dont noe mayb the person is just in front of me
But I didnt see at all. Haha..
Mayb Im blind or mayb I do hv feelings for tat someone
But act as if nothing happen like he doesnt mean anything to me haha...
Coz u noe why??
Because Im afraid tat person may nt b interested in me,
It will hurt alot..
It's like sometimes i feel his love, sometimes i dont...
What kind of person Im looking for?
Hmm...
Someone noes coz she did an interview with me haha...
During work got nothing to do so publish own magazine haha...
But Im nt into malay guys... haiz I dun noe.
To me they are nt understanding
And nt tat serious at all. Well nt all.
Actually im into chinese guy since in secondary,
To me they are more understanding
And more interesting because we share different thinking...
Because wen i was in sec sch,
I like this one chinese guy,
We didnt confess to each other
But is obvious to me tat he's into me.
During his b'dae party, he really took care of me...
Making sure I didnt drink the wrong drinks and mixed around wit some of his bad friends etc..
(he does noe some of his friends are bad haha..)
The obvious thing was tat
He fought wit one of his so called close friend, our classmate
Because why?
He wanted to be my partner during dance
But his close friend was my fixed partner for the dance
They were scolding & fighting with each other in chinese
I dun understand
But my best friend told me what happened...
He scolded my partner saying.."Who are u to take my girl"
I was like cant believe my ears lah...
He's a gr8 guy
But... I dun think he's d type who will sacrifice to convert
And also he always fight so... that scares me more.
But it was a gr8 memory when we get to dance together..
So romantic haha...
Haiz difficult ar...its nt easy anyway
Arghh!!
Whateva...
Just dun wanna think about this for now.
Makes me so headache...
Muz think about studies and work first
Then can stress up thinking about personal life...
Ok lah... adios!! And ba-bye...muakz!!!
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