Going for heartscan on thurs & will know the outcome of my heart. I hope nothing's wrong. If not I've to do a follow-up check-up every year.
I can't stress myself out actually & I've to take care of my health properly. Even though it's not a serious matter but it can worsen my heart causin backflow of blood and this needs me to go for operation.
No wonder went for check-up d other day, the doctor did ask me if I've had operation before. Now I know. But when I was in primary school, the doctor said I was discharged where every year I've to go to the hospital for my check-up. I tot that was the last after I was discharged but I still need to do check-up again.
Ya I know, its for my own good. God, this is scaring me.
동방신기 영원히,사랑해요...
Monday, July 28, 2008 2:44 PM
How much time has passed with our happy moments I can't, I won't be able to leave you I have to smile
If I see you, I have to show you a big smile But with just a thought of you, tears fall I have to forget you, erase you from my thoughts And leave you now
If we can meet once, or if you can look @ me I hope to show you everything My love I was hiding
I'm scared I might see you Because my heart will get sadder thinking of leaving you The word "I Luv U" I couldn't say them...
I'll leave you to a far away place Where you aren't there I'll try to forget you like this If time passed & if I could see you for the day
Because I loved you more than anyone else If I could breathe by you These are my white lies to you...
동방신기 영원히,사랑해요...
Sunday, July 27, 2008 11:01 PM
Seeing as how my heart is pained from time to time, I must still be in love with you. Even if I laugh, I don't laugh very well. I just go on living with bitter laughter.
Yesterday I loved someone and today, I live on forgetting day by day. And tomorrow I'll meet someone and love them and by then forget you. As if it didn't bother me.
Because there was still a little attachment left I walk on the path where I had let you go. I keep crying because your leaving sillhouette is left here, the one that I couldn't hold on to.
The truth is I still haven't forgotten you. Everyday, when I open my eyes all I have are tears. I can't throw away your small picture in my heart. I live on drawing you as if it didn't bother me.
"This is for u, my friend"
동방신기 영원히,사랑해요...
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 3:44 PM
Been lazy to blog lately...
It's been days after my aunt passed away. But i still feel like she's around. Hmm... Will be going to Indonesia if confirm the day before National Day will be flying there to visit my aunt's grave. Will be coming back on Monday.
But not fair, my daddy bringing my bro to HongKong. Anyway, it's ok. But if my daddy have to go Korea, I'll be the first to grab that chance!! Nevermind, Ain... opps sorry, Mrs Yoochun... hehe~ can't wait to go to Korea together. For honeymoon wahaha~ Yoochun's couple & Jaejoong's couple haha~ u noe wat i mean rite ain?
Anyway, have u vote for 동방신기? Oh my god!! I can't believe they are losing out to F4. No way. Ain, have u voted dem? Shuyi oso, help vote DBSK quickly....
Oh ya, on last Sat, last min got 2 NDP preview tix. But tis year is so boring. Nothing much. Anyway everything are all the same actually. Actually the whole day on Saturday, had to go to my uncle's hse @ bkt gmbk to accompany him to ICA & CPF building to clear all my aunt's stuff. Luckily nt that long..
Guess wat? Wen we went to have our lunch at IMM, Bagus, I saw my ex. Hah~ Yap, he saw me. Wen i saw him i jus look away act as if i didn't noe him. Hah~ Im never regret for leaving a guy like him.
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008 9:29 PM
Yesterday, my aunt passed away & today received news from my mum who is in Indonesia now, saying that she was safely buried.
I still can't accept d fact that she's gone. This is d first tat one of our close family member passed away. And i really pity my cuz. They are still so young..yet. Haiz...
"Aunty Suzi, I'll always misses u & u will always be in my heart. Deres those times still fresh in my mind where i can see ur smiles & advices u use to give to me. I was so close to u."
I juz can't stop my tears frm rolling down. I try not to cry. But I dun noe how. I just can't believe it happened.
Aft sending my cuz to sch, went to my aunt's house to see my little niece. Omg! My niece is so so cute. She knows tat people take pics of her. She will stay still and let us take pics of her. How adorable!!
Get to snap some pics of her.
Wen she spread her hands like batman, me, my sis & my aunt were so noisy quickly took our hp & snap pics of her. C how confuse she is? I wanna carry her. But too bad. It's a pity seeing her like tis with a tube put inside her nose. It makes me wanna cry seeing her like tis.
This is my little niece.
Princess, aunty wanna carry u & hug u... Cuming to visit u again tomorrow. Can take alot of photos of u... :)
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008 8:56 PM
So hilarous... Ain, our Xiah's funny dance haha~ So cute!!!! Even my Hero Jaejoong oso dance bt he cant finish it. Only Xiah... I upload tis vid 4 u, Ain... Cause of Micky but too bad he can't finish it too haha~
* To my greatest, loveable aunt, may u rest in peace. Can't believe tat u r gone today. Im very pity to my cousin who are still young. God, I wanna follow to Indonesia tonight. I hope my aunt can be brought back here. Mummy goin to Indonesia tonight. Sniff sniff. Been crying all day.
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